When love comes home

Finally! The moment a person has been waiting for so long was about to happen.… You can’t stop thinking about it, you imagine it, you dream about it, you feel happy, you feel nervous, you don’t know what to expect but at the same time, you know it will be wonderful because that’s how it feels when you know something is right, and it was, it is.

One day before: September 12th

I thought it was still a dream (it’s just that, in my normality, I don’t always expect good things to happen, although I try not to be extreme), I mean, last year I downloaded a virtual app in the middle of a pandemic, but it wasn’t just that, it was the beginning of a wonderfully real story and I didn’t know.
It was Sunday, September 12, and I was waiting for him. I had wanted so much to be able to hug him and tell him how much I love him while I was looking at him, as real as it could be.
All that day, I was just trying to wake up from what seemed like an illusion or an incredible creation of the imagination, but it was happening, for real.
Every second I had a feeling going through my whole body that made my heart race.

the moment

I made a little welcome cartel for him but I couldn’t show it to him at the time, maybe it was a way to make recognition a little easier but somehow this is not necessary, it never was, you can always recognize the other half of your heart as soon as you see it.

So, I was there, so nervous and so happy, only some minutes more, only some seconds more and I would feel it, the warmest hug of my life, for sure. Before I saw him, memories of the whole year we spent together were in my head, and it was becoming more and more real…

And I saw him, I ran to him, the first hug, even better than I imagined, finally, my love in my arms. how can I find words to describe a moment like this? Falling in love with someone through letters, drawings, stories, poems, songs, messages, calls… impossible! I thought, and I was so wrong. And I am happy that I was.

The next two weeks were just the most incredible days I have ever spent. We got to know even more about each other and the love grew, just as every day it continues to grow. Every second was a different feeling, all of them just wonderful, all we were waiting for, and even better…

Until the hardest time came, the moment to say Goodbye, or, like I prefer “see you soon”, although it was not completely clear when we would see each other again. I cried before that moment, I cried after, but it only proved to me how much he means in my life, and that I only want him forever.

My heart belongs to him, completely, my heart is full of love for him, because of him, now everything is better, clearer, enlightened, colorful… There is no one second when I don’t miss being with him, holding his hands, or just looking at his eyes, I miss him so much that it hurts. I confess I knew this would happen, this pain, but it only makes this love stronger and bigger and makes me fight even more for the most valuable treasure I have; Chris.

And so, when the love comes home, just open the door and never let it go.

Chris and me at Barranco, Lima.

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